Friday, August 15, 2008
For the last couple of days, I was busy thinking about meeting deadlines, reviewing for midterms, and midterms week. It kept me so preoccupied that I felt so exhausted for that particular week. But as I took some time off and had a break, a question popped out of my head:"Have I already found the right one?"
My boyfriend and I were getting into several rows these past few days and, wrong as it may seem, I was getting skeptical about him. About us. I was so scared of what has been happening in our relationship that I had second thoughts of what we have.
My boyfriend is an amazing person. He may be child-like and a bit immature but he never fails to make me happy. He was my constant companion in everything that I have been through for the past 9 months. He never left me no matter how tough or petty the situation that I am in. He was the only person to really understand me, he knows how to handle and take care of me. He treasured me like no other person did. Every moment that I'm with him, I just feel overly blessed! I honestly do not know what I did to deserve such blessing but then I thank God for giving me a gift as wonderful as him.
As much as I'm embarrassed to admit it, I've prolly met all types of guys in my 17 years of existence. Not all were bad, though. It just so happened that those guys did not live to spend their lives with me. They were only passersby who left remarkable footprints in my life. Most of them has hurt me incredibly but without those bruises and wounds, I wouldn't have learned. I wouldn't have been the person that I am now; stronger and wiser. If they didn't hurt me, I've prolly wouldn't have met Roummel. I recall my ex-boyfriend telling me this: "Kung hindi kita sinaktan, eh di hindi ka masaya ngayon." It was only meant as a joke, but what do you know, it made sense, right? :)
I am young and there are still lots of experiences in store for me. I have yet to meet more people in different walks of life. I may get hurt and experience pain like I've never felt it before. I may laugh like I've never laughed before. I still have to go through my ups and downs but having Roummel by my side makes me brave enough to face the faceless days. I guess for now, I wouldn't know if he really is "Mr.Right"...but I definitely intend to make him the right one.♥