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Friday, June 27, 2008

As a city dweller and a middle-class student, madalas akong mag-commute. LRT, MRT, jeep, bus, FX...halos lahat na ata ng land public vehicles eh nasakyan ko na. Wala naman akong reklamo sa pagkocommute ko. Kaya lang, minsan you I can't help but feel a twinge of irritation when some of these circumstances happen:

*Dahil halos lahat na ng jeep eh pumipila na ngayon, hindi sila pwedeng umalis hangga't hindi pa puno all thanks to some barkers na napaka-greedy sa pasahero. I can't totally blame them naman kasi I know that it's their job at dun sila nabubuhay. Kaya lang kasi madalas, kapag 9 na tao ang pwedeng i-accommodate ng jeep, kahit lahat na ng katabi mo eh pawang matataba, ipipilit pa din nilang punuin yun ng 9 na tao kahit kalahati na ng pwet mo ang nakalabas para magkasya ka. They are defying the laws of physics. Sana man lang, they consider the "sizes" of the passengers. Okay, ang upuan ng jeep na yun ay para sa 9 na tao, but have they tried estimating it while considering the sizes of the possible passengers? Hindi naman lahat ng sumasakay sa jeep eh payat.

*As studies have shown, mas malaki ang possibility ng taong nakakalanghap ng smoke ng cigarette na magsuffer from lung cancer. There are times na may makakasakay akong nagyoyosi at naiinis ako tuwing nangyayari yun. It's one sign of impoliteness. Mas nakakainis pa pag sa direksyon mo binuga. Kahit napakabait mong tao eh hindi mo mapipigilang mag-isip na suntukin yung katabi mo.

*Kapag sa dulo ka ng jeep nakaupo, obligado kang mag-abot ng bayad ng mga tao sa kabilang dulo. Okay lang naman yun kaya lang minsan kasi, if you don't notice someone na nag-aabot ng bayad, sila pa naiirita. I mean, come on! Ikaw na nga tong nagpapaabot ng bayad, ikaw pa tong magagalit. The words "please" and "thank you" are very pleasant to the ears and it's not hard to say it lalo na kapag nagbabayad ka sa jeep at malayo ka sa driver at nakikiabot ka lang.

*Some drivers play they music too loud. Loud enough to not hear the passenger kapag nag-aabot ng bayad or pumapara. There was one time, while I was on my way to Novaliches, yung sinasakyan kong jeep eh nanginginig na sa sobrang lakas ng tugtog. Grabe, talagang yung heartbeat ko eh naginginig na din.

Kaya mga friendships, sa pagsakay ng jeep, alalahanin ang kapwa mo tao; ang kapwa mo pasahero at kapwa mo driver dahil hindi lang natin alam na kahit isang kilos lang natin, pwedeng maapektuhan ang ibang tao.

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One of the subjects that I get into debate most about is RELIGION. I am neither an atheist nor an agnostic. In fact, I am a firm believer of God and though I'm not really much of a Church-goer, I am a believer.

Madami na ding mga nagkalat ng religions dito aside from Catholic such as Iglesia ni Kristo, Born Again Christians, Protestants, Saksi ni Jehova, and some others that aren't reallu popular but existing. I have nothing against those other religions (I'm a Roman Catholic), nirerespeto ko yung mga paniniwala and cultures nila. Ang kinaiinisan ko lang eh kapag iniinvite ka nila na magpa-convert sa religion nila, they would tell you, "PARA MALIGTAS KA".

PARA MALIGTAS AKO? Pano kung hindi ako magpaconvert pero I'm living in God's ways and wills and follows His commandments, hindi ako maliligtas? Isn't that blasphemous? We only have one God, and no matter what our religions are, as long as we believe in Him, walang masamang mangyayari. Bakit kelangan pang manghila ng tao at magsabi ng mga sly comments about sa current religion nila? God gave us free will and we have the right to choose which religion we're going to join. Sa pamimilit nila, parang inaabuse na din nila yung right natin and dinidisobey nila si God. Kung gusto kong sumali sa religion niyo, sasali ako. Nobody has to force me kung yun talaga ang gusto ko.

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Oh well. Sorry if I ranted too much. Sa totoo lang, there sre still so many ideas running through my head right now but I feel soooooo tired! We had our presentation kasi at Rhetoric kanina at napakadami kong bitbit. Hindi na nga ata pantay ang balikat ko. Haha!

It's been a long day so, until here. :)

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

It was never a bore whenever I think about my 1st year in college. So far, it was the best academic year I've ever experienced. I've always thought na magiging mahirap na ang college, magiging busy na, mawawalan na ng oras para gumimik kasi matatambakan na kami ng ga-bundok na school work. Ang sabi kasi sa'kin ng parents ko, masarap daw ang high school life. Ibang-iba daw doon ang college life dahil kanya-kanya na.

Well, yeah. What my parents told me was indeed true. My college life was waaaayyy different from my high school life. It was more fun, more exciting, and I was able to learn a lot of things not only inside the campus but here I learned much more from the outside world. Oo, mas naging gala ako but it never became a distraction sa studies ko. At dito napatunayan ko na there are people who you'd be intertwined to in a non-romantical way pero mamahalin mo sila ng higit pa sa buhay mo.

IN MY CASE, THOSE PEOPLE ARE MY FRIENDS: VOGUEHZLEE. :)

We started out as six. Malaki ang pasasalamat ko kay April Monica Cruz, ang aking ex-bestfriend dahil kung hindi siya naligaw ng room nung first day eh malamang hindi ko sila naging barkada. Sa harap kasi ako umupo but April ushered me to the back and made me sit beside her. Buti na lang talaga naligaw siya. Hehe. :D

Ang ganda noh? Ako yan. Haha! Joke. Hindi rin artista yan. Model lang. Haha. Anyway, this girl is COLLEEN FAYE CRISOSTOMO. Sa Bogsli, siya yung una kong naka-chikahan kasi seatmate ko siya.

My first impression of her was, maganda pero maarte. Ewan ko ba kung bakit yun ang naisip ko tungkol sa kanya at that time. Napahiya naman ako sa marumi kong isip when I found out that this person is very simple, nice, quiet, and reserved. Plus, she's very smart. Siya lang naman ang may pinakamataas na GWA sa block namin nung first sem. :)

Colleen, kahit malakas ka mang-asar, okay lang kasi magaling ka naman bumanat. Haha! Kidding aside, thank you for being super nice to me nung first day. I was a complete stranger and you know nothing but my weird name pero binigyan mo pa din ako ng papel. Haha! Stay as simple and as smart as you are, I admire you for that. And kung matuloy man ang modeling career mo, wag mo kong kalilimutan. Haha! I love you, girl! I'm always here. :)

MARICAR BELARMINO. I never even thought na magiging ka-close namin siya. Iba kasi yung sinamahan niyang "group" nung mga first few days. Actually, I really can't remember how we've gotten close but whatever that reason is, I'm more than glad that we did. :)

She served as the "ate" of the group. Hindi ko na ire-reveal ang age niya kas i baka magtampo siya sa'kin. Hehe. Isa rin siya sa mga magagaling sa block namin. Why wouldn't I be surprised? She was a transferee from UP Manila eh. Pero kahit ganun, with her age and academe, marunong siyang makisama sa'ming lahat. I never felt inferior whenever we're together. Parang ka-age ko lang. You'll only get to notice her maturity pagdating sa pagbibigay ng advices and sa pagtreat niya sa responsibilities niya.

Ate Macar, all those times na tinulungan mo ko, I think I never had the chance to say how grateful I am. Thank you sa lahat-lahat. Pati na din sa mga panlilibre mo. Sorry kung minsan kinukulit ka namin sa panlilibre. Hehe. Love you, ate! Sana mahanap mo na uli si "MANONG". :)

Given the chance to choose a person besides my boyfriend na makasabay ko sa jeep ng 24 hours, without any hesitation and second thoughts, APRIL ROSE ESPANTO kagad ang isasagot ko. :)

Soooooobrang sarap kadaldalan ng babaeng to. Our spotlight-worthy moments often happen while riding a jeepney on our way home. To say na "nagkwentuhan kami" is an understatement. It's more like, nagrecite kami ng sampung nobela sa kwentuhan namin. Haha! It's always been fun talking to April. Minsan kahit alam kong hindi na siya nakakarelate sa kwento ko, nakikinig pa din siya. She is a great listener as well as a great speaker. Pag nagkasabay kami paguwi, nakooo. Expect a novel of gossips and stories blabbing out of our mouths.

April, namimiss ko na yung mga moments natin. Sobra. Sana one time, magkasabay uli tayo sa jeep para kwentuhan ever uli. I want to make up for all those times na hindi kita nasabayan. Thanks for being a great friend, I love you for that. :)

Kung may jeepney buddy ako, may seatmate buddy din ako. PAULA BIANCA FERNANDEZ has got to be one of the jolliest persons in class. Sa sobrang masayahin niyan, nagiging maingay siya. Haha! Kaya it's very easy to notice if she's not around or if there's something wrong with her. Block 19/2 wouldn't be complete without her silly jokes. :)

Hindi lang naman siya madaldal kapag kwentuhan time. Bonggang-bongga din siya pagdating sa oral and written examinations. She may not take some things seriously but when it comes to her studies, hands on siya. Makwento din, madrama minsan ang buhay. Haha! At ang isa sa mga pinakagusto ko sa kanya is HINDI SIYA MADAMOT SA SAGOT. :))

Pau, namimiss na kita. Thank you for never failing to make me feel that you're always ready to lend a helping hand whenever I need it. Kahit NBSB ka eh, tinatry mo pa din akong tulungan sa mga kadramahan ko sa lovelife. Don't change, madaming tao ang natutuwa at matutuwa pa sa'yo. You're a star. I love you! :)

I've always missed her eversince she was transferred to another block. Pano, isa siya sa mga karamay ko sa kalokohan at kababuyan. Haha! MA. KATRINA TEODOSIO' s merry laugh, charming smile, and optimistic outlook is simply infectious.

Naalala ko pa nung first day, I saw her enter and nagandahan ako sa kanya. Haha! She was also my seatmate kaya lang hindi pa kami masyadong nagpapansinan noon. She was the first one to approach me, though. One thing significant that we have in common is our passion for writing. She's a great writer, great photographer, and a great English student. There's never a dull moment with her. Minsan tatawa na lang kami ng tatawa for no apparent reason. We're both mentally deranged persons. Haha!

Moo! Sana maulit uli yung Baywalk moment natin. Hehe. Thanks for being a great friend and I sincerely wish you the best of everything. You deserve it. Keep on making other people smile and laugh. Thanks so much for the wonderful moments. Love you. :)

Though I am close to all of them, I could say that I am closest with no less than the drop-dead gorgeousness herself, ELAINE SUE ZARAGOZA.

This girl and I have a lot in common kaya click agad ang bonding namin. Our idea of bonding is cursing each other and making mean comments towards other people. Haha! Joke. Kung may taong kasing dumi kong mag-isip, si Elaine na yun. Haha! Maloko kaming dalawa eh. Pag magkasama kami, we laugh a lot. Mababaw ang kaligayahan naming dalawa. Setting aside her wacky side, she's also a great adviser. At! Malaking factor din ang pagkain sa pagiging über close namin. No wonder we have sexy figures. Haha!

Pussy, magbago na tayo. Haha! Hindi. Wag kang magbabago. You are a beautiful person, inside and out. Thank you for always being there whenever I needed a listening ear. The moments that we shared are worthy to be treasured forever, hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan yung mga yun, lalo na yung mean and yucky moments. Haha! You've been through a lot so I wish nothing but complete happiness for you. I love you. :)

Eto miss na miss ko na eh. Ang tagal na din kasing hindi nagpaparamdam. Kahit isang "awooo" man lang, wala. Ewan ko nga din if he'd be able to read this but what the hey, DONNIE RAY CRUZ deserves to be a part of this blog post.

Suplado to nung una. Tatahi-tahimik. Sa likod siya nakaupo and wala man lang imik. One time I was able to walk with him papuntang SM Manila. I tried to start a conversation pero wala. Pero when that time came na we became close, AY GRABE! He was crazier than any of us! And because of that, he was always a good and fun company. Pag kasama siya, iba ang atmosphere pag nagpapatawa siya.

Donnie. Leche ka. Magparamdam ka naman. Miss na miss ka naming lahat. May Friendster ka, may Friendster kami, magcomment ka. Haha! Thanks for the fun times and the crazy moments. Whenever you need me, I'm here. Love you. :)

Honestly, kulang pa yung mga pinagsasabi ko to say how much I really am happy and thankful for having them in my life. I owe them a part of the person that I am now. Kung hindi ko sila nakilala, I wouldn't be like this. And everytime I reminsice all those moments that we had, be it fun or sad, I can't thank God enough for blessing me with such wonderful friends. Our memories are priceless. There's nothing more I could ask for except for a lifetime friendship.

BOGSLIIIII. Happy 1 year! Ang bilis ng oras no? Parang kelan lang nandun pa tayo sa walls, nagpipicture-picture, nag-eemote. Then we came up with VOGUEHZLEE nang dahil sa maruruming isip. Haha! Yung mga sensitive noon, naging polluted na din ang utak. Haha! Pero hindi lang naman karumihan ng isip ang naging foundation ng friendship natin. It was the care and love that strengthened us. I never had such friends who could love more than you guys could. The best kayo. I hope and pray na sana, kahit uugod-ugod na tayo, wala nang ngipin, at puti na ang buhok sa taas at baba eh tayo-tayo pa din. No other people could ever replace all of you. The day that we all got close was the day that I lost a worthless person whom I used to love very much, and God gave me you guys to show me that I deserve to be loved and cared for. And that's exactly what you all did. I LOVE ALL OF YOU SO, SO, SO MUCH! Cheers to an everlasting friendship. :)

P.S.:

VAGUNDA EXTENDS HER GREETINGS AND SHE WANTS US TO PAY HER A VISIT. IT'S BEEN AGES. :)

Kasalukuyang tinatamad at inaantok. Kaya lang kasi gusto ko magblog eh. Yun nga lang, I have no particular topic to discuss about. But what the hey, gusto ko magblog eh. Sa mga makakabasa nito, my deepest apologies for being nonsensical this time (at kelan pa nagkaron ng sense ang mga posts ko?).

Err. Ang pogi ko sa picture no? Mabait kasi yung kumuha ng picture na yan. Mahal na mahal ko siya but sadly, she can't read this. Sarcasm aside, mahal ko naman talaga yung taong kumuha ng picture na yan at yung may ari ng cellphone na pinagkuhaan ng picture, isama pa natin ang nagencourage sa dalawa na ituloy ito.

ELAINE, MOOCHANG, AND DONNIE. MAHAL KO KAYO. And gaaah, I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH. :(

I am currently listening to Oliver James' "Greatest story ever told". Mga 74913739074903x ko na ata siyang inuulit-ulit. Wala lang, I find the lyrics sweet kasi. Everytime I listen to it, there's this surge of calmness which suddenly evelopes me. Nakakarelax nga eh. Si Oliver James pala yung leading man ni Amanda Bynes sa What a girl wants. Kanina ko lang napagtanto. Here's the lyrics:

Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams I could have prayed for
Here you are
If I could have one dance forever

I would take you by the hand
Tonight it's you and I together
I'm so glad I'm your man
And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
tonight
I don't hear the music
When I'm looking in your eyes
But I feel the rhythm of your body
Close to mine
It's the way we touch, it soothes me
It's the way we'll always be
your kiss your pretty smile
you know i'd die for
oh baby
you're all i need
And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
just how much i really need you
did I tell you that I love you
tonight
tonight
And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
just how much I really need you
did I tell you that I love you tonight

Ganda no? Wala, share ko lang. I hope you guys were able to relate as much I did :)

AY TEKA!!!!!

I was browsing at Teentalk when I came across this thread entitled: "THE SWEETEST BLOG ENTRY EVER". Oh di ba, may -est na, may ever pa. So yeah, since I am a blog enthusiast, curiosity got the better of me and clicked on the link given at the thread.

I FELT NO REGRETS WHEN I DID.

It was indeed very sweet and touching but sad at the same time. Now I won't give out any spoilers. I don't tolerate laziness so go click on the link and read its contents. It somewhat reminded me of My Sassy Girl the movie, except that the sassy person is the guy. Ewan ko, noy exactly similar with MSG's story but I suddenly remembered it. CLICK IT, PLEASE. :)

Oooh, masakit na likod ko. Psno, naka-hunch ang likod ko. I must be going na din kasi, wala na kong masabi, this entry's getting mooooore boring. Sweet night and sweet dreams everyone.

Monday, June 23, 2008

Maraming salamat sa'yo, Pareng Frank. Kung hindi ka ddumating, malamang nian eh nasa school pa din ako at nabuburyo. Kung wala ka, malamang pinahiya ko na ang aking sarili sa badminton.

PERO HAYUP KA, PARENG FRANK. KUNG HINDI KA DUMATING,MALAMANG EH MAY KURYENTE KAMI SA BAHAY. DAHIL SA'YO, HALOS DALAWANG ARAW NA KAMING NAGDUDUSA SA KADILIMAN. SALAMAT, PARENG FRANK, DAHIL NAPAG-ISIP-ISIP MONG LUMAYAS NA DAHIL MADAMI KA NANG NAPERWISYO.

Wait. Brownout sa'min di ba? Pano ko nakakapagcomputer? Hmmm. Uuuyy, may generator kami. Uuuuyy, ang dami kong perang pangrent. HAHAHA NOT. Andito ulit ako kina Memel, nakikigamit na lang ng PC dahil sa pesteng serbisyo ng Meralco.

Hindi man lang ba nila naisip na madami silang napeperwisyong tao? Tutal, alam naman nila kung saanang mga lugar na brownout eh pinagbuhusan nila ng oras na ayusin kung ano man yung mga nasira sa hagupit ni Pareng Frank na nagiging sanhi ng malawakang pagbrownout. Sumusweldo naman sila may kuryente man o wala eh. Malalaking tao na sila, unless they are too dumb to know what their job is.

MAY LIWANAG ANG BUHAY.
Yan pa naman ang ginagamit niyong tagline sa commercial. BULLSHIT. Nasaan ang liwanag sa bahay namin? Buti na lang nauso ang kandila at ginawa ni Lord ang araw. Kung hindi, all of us would be wallowing in darkness and find ourselves badly bruised the moment na magkailaw uli.

Sana naman ayusin na. Nagbabayad naman ang mga tao sa kuryente. Madami mang reklamo eh nagbabayadpa din naman. Sana man lang inisip nila na mahirap mawalan ng kuryente at nakakasama ng loob na malaman namin na street nalang namin ang wala pang kuryente samantalang kaming mga nakatira sa commercial area ay nagbabayad ng malaki sa Meralco.

If I go home and still, wala pang kuryente, MAGWAWALA NA AKO. >:(

Saturday, June 21, 2008

I am currently with Bebemel here in their house. We were supposed to have drinks but plans have changed so we decided to just bond and have fun. Our idea of bonding is watching tv and lying on the bed. Haha! Well, gabi na din kasi so there's really nothing much to do. Okay na din to kasi moments like these are rare. Hindi araw-araw eh nakakapagsama kami ng more than 10 hours kaya happy ako. :D

Oh, and, bagong pedicure ako yehey! I had my toenails painted frost pink and I love it. I'm planning to have my fingernails polished as
well para terno.

Nakakamiss naman yung mga gantong moments. Yung tipong wala kang iintindihin kinabukasan kasi weekend. Nakakatawa nga eh, kasi nung bakasyon, I kept on wishing na sana magpasukan na kasi I was helluva bored na sa bahay. Pero ngayong pasukan na, tinatamad na ako. Hindi kasi ako makahanap ng motivation para pumasok unlike nung 1st year na kahit tamad-tamad ako eh hindi naman ako tinatamad pumasok kasi I know that whatever awaits me inside the classroom, my friends would be there for sure. Kaya nga namimiss ko na sila eh. How I wish we were all on the same course kaya lang, hindi naman yun pwede kasi all of us have different goals. Elaine is taking up BS Biology, Moochang naman, BSE-English, Paula is on BS Computer Engineering, April; BCTHTIM, and Colleen is taking up BS Nursing.

See? All of us pursued completely different courses. Okay lang naman, kasi we don't share the same dreams. For now, I could only hope and pray na sana, magkaron pa din kami ng free time to bond with each other. I miss everything about them and as I've said in my earlier posts, no other girls could ever compare. Too bad they can't read this.

Ayun. Absolute randomness lang. Wala naman kasi talaga akong maisip na topic for this post, haha! I just wanted to update my blog everyday. Mahirap na, ilang beses na akong nagpromise ng ganun but I never had the chance to update my old blogs before. Nakakadismaya kasi, hindi na naman ako nakasali sa Candy Teen Blog Awards. I promised myself pa naman na I would join again this year. Unfortunately, napabayaan ko na yung blog ko kaya wala akong maipasok na entry.

Okaaay. Bonding time na ulit. Bukas uli! Goodnight. :)

Friday, June 20, 2008

Ang ganda ng picture, no? That was taken by my Bebemel at 4k Resort when we were about to go home after our block outing. It's a very simple pic, really. But this is proof that simplicity is beauty.

Anyway, have you ever tried to notice how everything in our life is linked? I mean, it's like a chain. They are connected to each other. There is relevance and if you lose even a single part of the chain, it would be be destroyed and divided.

Just like life, kung hindi nangyari ang isang incident na yun, it would not have led you to where you are right now. So it's not really luck when something good happens to you, it's destiny. Which is why decision-making is very important.

Aba. At nagblog ako tungkol sa buhay! Haha! :))

Wala lang, naisip ko lang yung mga nangyari sa buhay ko. Nakakatuwa kasi the more I think about it, the more I discover the purpose of everything that happens to me. Eto ikekwento ko. Pero, hindi ako magsisimula sa umpisa ha? Nakakaloka naman yun.

Let's start at the part na I met Kris, a former suitor. And because he was very nice, naisip kong sagutin ko siya although hindi ko pa naman siya mahal. Desidido na sana ako nun but then I met Gzan. Dahil dun, I fell for Gzan and binasted ko si Kris. But then, things did not work well with Gzan, we broke up. At that time, someone was like, wooing me; James. He served as my crying shoulder and our phone calls became constant until he confessed to liking me. After a week or two, we became a couple. But James replaced me for someone hotter (haha!) which led me to being close with Voguehzlee and my other blockmates. A blockmate also confessed his deep feelings for me and became a suitor. Jeric then wooed me and we became a couple as well. And ugh, we also broke up. October, I met Samuel. Naging kami to my utter disbelief kasi gwapo siya and I didn't think na he would like me. But he was too immature and we have cultural and religious differences so we ended breaking up up. At that time, Barangay Elections na. I ran for SK Kagawad na muntik nang hindi matuloy kasi wala akong kasamang magfile ng Certificate of Candidacy. But on the very last day, sinamahan ako ng former SK Chairman namin so I was able to run. Iyak ever pa ang drama ko nun kasi I really wanted to be elected as one of the SK Kagawads since nagkamali ang Mom ko ng pagsulat ng Barangay. I was supposed to run for SK Chairwoman s akabilang barangay eh. Ayun, I had no idea kung sino ang mga ka-party ko until the first parade that we had. There I met Ian, Roummel, and Joey. Ian amd Joey unfortunately lost but Roummel and I made it for the SK Kagawad. Muntik na nga rin malaglag si Memel, buti na lang kinulit ko Mommy ko kasi if ever, ako lang yung nanalo from a different party. At buti lalo, hindi nagshow up ang ka-tie ni Memel sa last spot. I was still longing for Sam nung naging close kami ni Memel. After some days, naging kami. At hanggang ngayon, kami pa din. :D

Wooh. Ang haba! Haha! May nagtyaga kaya? Anyway, nakakatuwa no? An event led to another event and so on. Kung bored kayo one time, try thinking about yours and you'll see how everything in your life is connected. ^^

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Today is our 43rd university foundation day and I'm here at an internet cafe across Emilio Aguinaldo College.

Why? Did PLM skyrocketed and transferred beside the vicinity of EAC? Yes? Of course not. That's plain crazy! I'm here because I'm not having fun at school and I'm missing my 1st year blockmates so bad, I want to invent a time machine and relive our fun memories. But that, of course, is simply impossible.

Not that I don't like my MassComm blockmates. All of them are very nice and funny pero, iba pa din kasi yung 1st year blockmates ko eh. Wala pang 1 week super bonding na. Some of you might be thinking na dapat ako ang gumagawa ng way para makipagkaibigan, dapat ako ang nakikisama. Well, that's exactly what I've been doing for the past few days pero iba kasi talaga yung bonding and connivance namin noon eh. I mean, it's like, parang isang snap lang, nakapagpalagayang-loob na kami.

Sometimes, I just can't help but think na, bakit kailangan pa kaming pagsama-samahin kung maghihiwalay din naman kami after a year? I'm not blaming anyone or anything, I knew this GenEd thing even before I got accepted at PLM pero, wala lang. Sayang kasi yung pinagsamahan. Kasi, new block, parang new life na din. We all have to start from the scratch and syempre, kailangan na namang makisama at makisalamuha sa ibang tao. I love having new friends, it's just that iba talaga yung friends ko nung 1st year. They were the best that I ever had and I badly wanted to see and hang out with them again.

To all my 1st year blockmates especially to the Voguehzlee girls, I miss everyone of you so effin much. No other people could ever compare to the fun times that we had. If it were not for you guys, I wouldn't have known the real essence and vitality of friendship. I love you guys, and I always will. :)

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Now that I finally mustered up enough sipag to edit my blogger template, it was then that I found the right time to move on to Blogger.

For those of you who don't know, ako po ay loyal na miyembro ng Rakista blogs. It was there where I published my very first blog entry. Madami akong mga dramang ibinahagi doon kaya medyo masama ang hangin ng blog site ko na yun. I wanted to start from the scratch and hopefully, maging masaya na kahit pano yung mga posts ko dito although I know naman na unfortunate events are unavoidable.

Sino ang babaeng nasa litrato sa left side? MOI. Ako yan. Haha! That's my avatar at Candy Magazine's official forum, TEENTALK. I am encouraging everyone of you to join. Mapa-babae o lalaki, bakla, tomboy, alien, hayop...welcome kayo dito! :)

Nakakalungkot mang sabihin eh wala na akong madaldal pa. I just hope that I'll be able to update this regularly kahit hagardness to the max ang schedule ko. I really missed blogging. Nakakamiss yung mga panahon na everytime I plant my ass on the chair in front of the PC, I am very eager and excited to rant and rave in my blog.

Oh well. Have to go. Foundation Day tomorrow and we are REQUIRED to go to school at 7am. Can you believe it? REQUIRED. I thought Foundation Days were supposed to be freedom day as well! Eh may magagawa pa kaya ako? Masyado na akong nagpakita ng katamaran these past few days and ayokong ipagpatuloy to. Binoycott ko na ata halos lahat ng activities ng College of MassComm. Baka sipain na lang ako bigla eh, mahirap na. :))

Blablablah. Kala ko ba tapos na ko magdaldal? Eto promise na. Have to go. :)